morning thought

Much has gone unsaid it seems. My random thoughts of late are hard to accept for most people, and maybe easier for others. This is to be expected, as most of my posts come out in short bursts and as i think of them in my head. But the inner workings behind what i say and my rational for saying them may be too long or boring for most people. So i dont even mention or talk about them much.

Negative as i might sound, things are not going bad, im not suicidal, im not depressed and im not throwing my life away ok?hahaha I always enjoy life to the fullest and my struggles of everyday, i endure to be able to fully enjoy my life later, as most people plan to do. Sometimes, you just discover things along the way that are hard to accept and contradictory to what we are taught growing up. Maybe im right, maybe im worng, no one ever proved who's life was right or wrong anyway. Has anyone come back from the dead to tell you who had things better in the end? I think not. That being the case, its time for me to get back to drinking and finding more food as i try to organize my thoughts a little bit, so they dont come out so random and clear only to me. Maybe in the future, id be able to move away from random thoughts to my first “organized thought” post.hahahaha Cheers!


Pepe Cervero