It really is so hard to have it all huh? In the past few weeks, it's been a welcome experience coming home early for a change. And being able to hitch a ride home with my mom makes it so much better. No wonder i seem to have more money than i normally do, I haven't been spending for my transportation.
Thing is, i dunno if i should take much of the credit for this, but much of my work is now being well delegated among so many people. Much of it is my doing i guess, finding the right people to work with really is a weight off my shoulders. But lately, i've been doing so well and finding so much of the right people that almost all my work is given to them. I feel so spoiled that i don't like being given work anymore.haha I'm not one to complain. It just got me thinking though.
I came into this company to single-handedly turn it around. I mean to run everything from creative work for all our ads and management etc. But since much of my work is being willfully handled by some of the best people in the biz, all i really do now is make a connection with these people. To some level, i feel like a cheat. I am somehow giving away all my bragging rights to all these other people im working with. The same bragging rights that i came in this company for. Come to think of it, without those bragging rights, and the training i was looking for, there's no point in me staying here. Plus, with advertising activity being downsized for cost cutting, there's much less to brag about in the first place.
So now i wonder, in the very beginning looking for work when i did, i wanted a low pressure, low skill job that i can simply go to and come home from and make just enough money to sustain me while the band moves up. Right now, that is almost exactly what i've got. So why do i feel a little weird about it. I guess its cuz, like i said, i came in for the challenge. Or cuz after doing so much all of a sudden im not doing much. Maybe its just me.haha I guess i should just savor the luxury while i still can.
Thing is, i dunno if i should take much of the credit for this, but much of my work is now being well delegated among so many people. Much of it is my doing i guess, finding the right people to work with really is a weight off my shoulders. But lately, i've been doing so well and finding so much of the right people that almost all my work is given to them. I feel so spoiled that i don't like being given work anymore.haha I'm not one to complain. It just got me thinking though.
I came into this company to single-handedly turn it around. I mean to run everything from creative work for all our ads and management etc. But since much of my work is being willfully handled by some of the best people in the biz, all i really do now is make a connection with these people. To some level, i feel like a cheat. I am somehow giving away all my bragging rights to all these other people im working with. The same bragging rights that i came in this company for. Come to think of it, without those bragging rights, and the training i was looking for, there's no point in me staying here. Plus, with advertising activity being downsized for cost cutting, there's much less to brag about in the first place.
So now i wonder, in the very beginning looking for work when i did, i wanted a low pressure, low skill job that i can simply go to and come home from and make just enough money to sustain me while the band moves up. Right now, that is almost exactly what i've got. So why do i feel a little weird about it. I guess its cuz, like i said, i came in for the challenge. Or cuz after doing so much all of a sudden im not doing much. Maybe its just me.haha I guess i should just savor the luxury while i still can.
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